there are 2 kinds of people: people who think more using their brain than their heart, and people who do the opposite.
i belong to the latter.
i guess the decision i made a few days ago was bold. bold enough to cause hurt. i’m sorry.these things happened at the wrong time and sometimes you get stuck and just have to wait for time to pass by. no decision is perfect. i’ve made a lose-lose decision and i’ll stick to it.
really got to thank God that i’m ording pretty soon. so even if there are 9031749 thoughts in my head, i’ll use all my remaining energy i have left for serving to finish well the remaining tasks i have left for the next 3 weeks. that would mean:
much much much much less gymming (goodbye to the little muscles i have managed to grow)
accumulated fatigue for 3 weeks (super busy during weekdays, training on weekends, no time to secretly take naps already)
moral of the story – - – i’m still human and i’m waiting for time to pass by. maybe time can pass a lil more slowly from 8 nov onwards.
it never feels good to hurt someone
it never feels good to be hurt
it never feels good
it never
& my actions are not justifiable.
maybe there’s a decision i’ve made that is perfect: going to back to God.
